I'm not sure why this birthday is different from all the others. I've always loved my birthday. I usually anticipate its arrival for weeks. I love having MY day. It's not even about the presents, cards or birthday wishes on Facebook; it's about celebrating each year of my life.
This year seems different. I woke up wishing it was not my birthday today. I just don't know what is going on. I know I should feel happy. I have a wonderful husband. I returned to North Dakota and are close to my loving family. I am enjoying my new job. I should be cheery today, but I'm not. I'm sure these 39-blues will go away...hopefully, soon.
My life is good. I know it. I feel it. I just don't quite get it today...perhaps, tomorrow...
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